how i want to be

by Kai Rush

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You're finally here
And you said you're sorry
I think we're starting a clean board
Right here
Let's go for a long walk
Speak since we dropped off, open doors
These dreams we have
They're intertwined like roots that will thrive, I watch it grow
And as time pass
Trouble will arise but swear I don't mind

Oh, just like we used to be
There's no one like you we can agree
Oh, just how I want to be
If it's not you then it's nobody
Yeah, if it ain't you, it's no one

Hold my hand
Your favorite song queued
Turn down the volume, peace of mind
Driving back
To your apartment
Dim lights and stars just you and I
But if I were to lay my head
And die in this room, I'd die missing you
Guess I'll be alone then
My blood on the flooring but nobody's mourning, nobody

Oh, just like we used to be
There's no one like you, we can agree
Oh, just how I want to be
If it's not you

I never wanted you to leave
We live and die; to never see
I never wanted you to leave
Forever's scary just to meet
I never wanted you to

Oh, just like we used to be
There's no one like you we can agree
Oh, just how I want to be
If it's not you then it's nobody

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released March 31, 2023
Written by Kai Rush.
Produced by Kai Rush.
Mixed/Mastered by Kai Rush.

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Kai Rush Vallejo, California

REDEFINING POP MUSIC.

Kai Rush is a pop/hip-hop singer-songwriter, rapper, and producer from Vallejo, California. He has created music for most of his life and began releasing music in 2020.

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